That’s my new name for how I feel right now.
It’s been like 9 hours this time – it was this that pushed me to go back to smoking the last time…
Seriously.
you know when you lean on a limb and it goes numb… then as the sensation comes back everything feels pins and needles?
FUCK!!
the whole world has been pins and needles (including my brain) for like 9 hours… from nose to toes, and my brain too =/
I’m a little pissed with my roommate.
I mean… I pay around half of everything, I have no space, no privacy, no real anything.
She eats my food, hogs my TV, gets mad when I don’t empty the dishwasher, but refuses to do so herself.
Everything is about me showing consideration for her, and her feelings, when she has apparently NO obligation to pay any attention or consideration to me.
fuck.
I had a bowl of cereal a few days ago – her special K with fresh blueberries (the blueberries were mine), and she was all… that’s my cereal, why you eating that? AND she got miffed when I replied that she’d eaten my cereal, so I was having hers instead. miffed?
Dude.
I pay for you to eat, I help take care of your dog and buy ALL of her food and treats.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the dog.
But it’s time to stop bitching about what I do, and go look in a fucking mirror.
Or I won’t be around much longer.